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[afrozenflower]

I usually use this journal to just ramble and talk about my writing and what I am reading, but for the past month or so I writing has been a stuggle for me, which affected everything else, and I just didn't want to open my journal, because it would remind me of how much I'm slacking.

Obviously Camp NaNo has been a failure. I didn't get much done and I didn't even reach half of my goal. I guess it is because I did't write much before the months started so I wasn't really fired up to go, but also for other bunch of things. But anyway, I feel so restless, like I'm not doing enough, and I miss my stories. I miss writing them and constantly thinking about what will this character do next and all that. So tonight I will try to write, hopefully whatever writer block I have will vanish once I open Scrivener and start writing.

In other news, I started making fanvids again. I used to do them a lot when I was a kid but a slow computer made me eventually give up. They were all terrible anyway and I cringe whenever I stumble on any of them. I don't even remember the password for that Youtube channel and I don't want to.
But anyway it was really fun. I forgot how fun it was until I sat  yesterday and finished one in one go. Took a lot of time to get used to it because I'm feeling rather rusty, but I'm pleased with the result. I will post it in another entry, if anyone cares to watch it.

Comments

[smallgrains]

I failed Camp too but you know, it got you writing again, and thinking of writing, which is more than before, right? Plus you have however many more words than the beginning of Camp. So take that as a small victory if you could. There's always the next time.

[afrozenflower]

I think I will, thanks. :)
Problem now is that I need to motivate myself enough to continue. It seems that the longer I take, the harder it gets for me to get back to writing.