I usually use this journal to just ramble and talk about my writing and what I am reading, but for the past month or so I writing has been a stuggle for me, which affected everything else, and I just didn't want to open my journal, because it would remind me of how much I'm slacking.
Obviously Camp NaNo has been a failure. I didn't get much done and I didn't even reach half of my goal. I guess it is because I did't write much before the months started so I wasn't really fired up to go, but also for other bunch of things. But anyway, I feel so restless, like I'm not doing enough, and I miss my stories. I miss writing them and constantly thinking about what will this character do next and all that. So tonight I will try to write, hopefully whatever writer block I have will vanish once I open Scrivener and start writing.
In other news, I started making fanvids again. I used to do them a lot when I was a kid but a slow computer made me eventually give up. They were all terrible anyway and I cringe whenever I stumble on any of them. I don't even remember the password for that Youtube channel and I don't want to.
But anyway it was really fun. I forgot how fun it was until I sat yesterday and finished one in one go. Took a lot of time to get used to it because I'm feeling rather rusty, but I'm pleased with the result. I will post it in another entry, if anyone cares to watch it.